Self isolation

 Life was simple, life is simple. Life was derived like a soft heart. But yet there's a void in my life. Doing things doesn't makes me happy, rather not even content. Like what wrong I did, just doing a job as a respect for my culinary. Somthing I contemplate "what's really makes me happy, what make me feel life" haven't found the answer to that yet But yeah still trying. Life is weird. When I was a child I ode myself to never touch alcohol. But now the temptation is unreal. I don't like the taste of alcohol but enjoy the "high" I get from it. Someone recently said somthing that I'll probably never forget "respect your food, be proud of what you make, even if it's wrong" and doing wrong things improves me I reckon, I don't know.( no one is gonna read it but yeah its 3 am rn and night vent I reckon?)  Thank you

 Your life, your life is predetermined by society. Manipulated by people around you, complete your education by 21 ish get married by 28-30 ish. Take care of your family and retire by 60, but why? What if I don't wanna get married. It's pretty weird how our life is predetermined before it happens.  Life happens when you're busy making other plans - John Lennon People who you love, care, adore will eventually leave you, use you. The time and energy you invest in people determine the relationship you receive from other people. PS-life's been shit lately, not able to do photography, play games, ite just soo depressing. Pretty ironic hahaha

 Why are we wired for money? Why are we not wired for hospitality and helping others? Love instead of sex, drugs instead of food or serving food, alcohol instead of water Did you ever wonder why you are where you are right now? Why do we work a 9-to-5 job? It's pretty weird. 

  T he Islamic State of Iraq and the Levant, or commonly known as ISIS, is one of the most feared terrorist groups in the entire world. 9/11, 2013 Hawija clashes,Camp Speicher massacre, etc., where thousands of people have been open fired or bombed in the name of "allah". How fair it is for humanity. Just imagine you are coming home from work just to see your loved one filled with bullet holes and covered in blood. This happened in Syria in the 10 years of the Syrian war. Founded in 1999, their only motto is "baqiya wa tatamadad", which means remaining and expanding. ISIS has gained notoriety for its savagery, extensive use of social media, and capacity to recruit a record number of warriors who were born in the West. ISIS' tremendous danger to geostrategic security, however, outweighs its violent nature . Because of its continued hold on neighbouring areas and rapidly growing capabilities, the US-led coalition has found it difficult to 'degrade and ultimate...

  So imagine this, it's a beautiful day in january 2012, it’s your birthday, you wake up all excited for the day. You go hug your parents and complete your morning chores and grab the bag of chocolate and rush to school. So excited with your new clothes .You get to school, meet up with your friends and after a few times you start to distribute the chocolate. As you’re distributing the chocolate you hear a loud sound.its almost so loud you feel like your eardrums will burn out. You dropped your pack of chocolate and after a short time your teacher says “you have half day today, stay safe” as you rush home in pure fear, you notice the destruction around you. Building collapsing.as you reach home, you see your front door open as you rush in you see your parents covered in blood,their body filled with bullet holes. How fair is it? While in other countries I celebrate birthdays while you mourn at funerals, how on earth could two people on different sides of the earth go through misery a...

  Just an unemployed man  You get 24 hours a day. It's upon you to decide how to spend it. The way you spend it shapes your future, write your karma. The time you spend on this are the choices you regret or appreciate later in life. The people you try to help, you try to talk to your friends, your parents. The time you spend with them, what activity you do with them. The sunk-cost fallacy is a phenomenon when, whether you like the activity you are doing or hate it to the core, you tend to complete it because of the time invested in it and the memory attached to it. Perhaps it's your friend you don't want to let go of because of the memories you both created together, and it turned toxic, but you don't tend to break up. It's just gonna waste your time, energy and at the end of the day you’ll regret it. Maybe it's a toxic relationship; you can't just keep everything together. You get very limited time in life to enjoy it, a pretty cliche line, but it is true. ...