Self isolation

 I'm pretty sure I have written a blog for  money before but yeah its being a while that's I posted one it's being little hectic lately ig being busy and shit working 14 hrs shift, working on Christmas, and stuff but why just to earn money? Money isn't a permanent thing you'll probably spend the next day you earn it, so why you wanna stress your body for a 14 hrs shift i never understood the gist of it, let's take a example of two person working, for one he has a salary of 1k dollars (that's about 75k rs) and other one has 5k dollars (its about 3.6 lakhs rs) at the end of the day both are gonna eat and sleep the same way, you are not gonna sleep on money if you earn more, just your standard of living will probably increase, but living in a mansion or living in a 8 by 8 room, at the end of the day you are gonna sleep so what's the point of earning so much money, you could probably donate that money and make someone's future. But your money will never ...

 There’s so much stuff going on I don’t even know where to start… I haven’t been feeling great lately. Ever since high school started things have changed. Middle school was bad enough but things are getting worse now. My friends aren’t there anymore, I’m failing classes so my parents think I’m a failure. They talk about how I have no drive or determination to do anything and when I think of that I think about my future if I continue down this path and how terrible it’s gonna be. I try to do better but I’m just not good enough to actually succeed. not gonna be able to get a job, not be able to pay for anything, I’m just gonna be a huge failure and my parents are gonna hate me for that. And now, when I look at myself in the mirror, I just want to shatter it into a million pieces just like how I feel. Just broken. I hate the way I look and the sound of my voice makes me wanna go deaf. I hate myself. So now wherever I’m at. I cover my face. I don’t want people to look at me and see how...