Self isolation

  Bottling emotion, being lonely, being sad isn't gonna help you in life, it's preferred to get help or help someone so if you someone is gonna feel little better, I mean if I'm depressed but I'll still help people, at least they could have a good day, i was just wondering if alll the drug, alcohol and crime stopped for one week, wouldn't earth be a beautiful place to live in? It's weird how world works around us, no one invented cocaine for abusing it, it was a scientific development, but yeah human are weird we just do thing we aren't supposed to do. Wired to things, a average human consume bout 100 to 150 litre of water per day what if we cut down the water supply for two hours daily. It would reduce your water consumption by 20% at least and that 20% can really help a farmer or a family in need, it's just weird ! You don't need atomic bomb to destroy the nation, just lower the education and allow student to cheat,and there! you'll have a fuck...

  Hate one thing we all kinda fear about, at the end of the day who wanna end up alone like me, lol i say lonely, yeah it's kinda lonely recently, it's currently its 1 am and I haven't slept yet and I have exam tomorrow wow, as if I care about it lol. I mean i do but I just wanted to vent so it's fine ig.ugh back to the topic who love being hated, but somthing it's just it's a basic essence of love, why we all Be rude to people something can't be just be united and peace. What it will take to make the world crime free? Probably hate free. Anyways! Peace gratitude. 

  I just wanted to write some blog posts for ya all probably no one is gonna read it, and it's 2 am right now I'm just thinking bout few stuff. Why do one country attack another country why are terrorism cause a chaos? Why do they kill people? Just go spread there "fake" propaganda? Why does everyone just hate Asian all of a sudden? Covid? People who commit hate crime are worst then covid, they probably don't wear mask, and shit still they'll just blame them for being who they are. It's pretty shit, one man (in his 60 ish) took the vaccine and as he got out of the centre a man just pushed him so hard he never breathe again. It's pretty nasty. What bout this son? His wife? He just got killed for the crime he didn't commit. Why does Palestine attack Israel when Israel was the one who give money to PALESTINE for terror attacks. Why was gun invented at the first place? Cause killing with bow and arrow is hard, lol How does a man has control over a ci...

  Recently I thought about some things being things that make me happy but I’ve noticed something. Happiness doesn’t last. That's it. The best parts of my life is me finding current distractions to keep myself busy so I don't think about the inevitable harsh reality. It's just disappointing how world can turn against you when you literally just help people for a better living and stuff. I can play games, talk, make friends; it doesn't change the fact that it is going to end someday from some unimportant cause to be forever forgotten.  The people I care, the people I love are gonna leave me one day, thats one fact its true whether I like it or hate it. Its quite weird how people leave you when you care bout them to much. It's weird but this is how the world works i guess. Anyways! Peace, gratitude! 

  I never got the gist of drugs,you pay money to get high and escape really. You can just take a small break. Or just sit back and just go through what's wrong with your life, it's really help, listen to music.  for a cave man drug never was an option for escaping from problems. I just asked out few people why do they do drugs , mostly they answer "we have stress", "we are addicted to it", "to escape reality". But tbh many people are more stress and work load but they regrade from drugs use. And the most common answer "we are addicted" who started the addiction at the first place, weird it's probably peer pressure or just the curiosity. And you aren't really escaping reality when you use drug you are just hiding really and seeking to get into a "world" eventually you'll get out of. It's weird how curiosity and money affect use.  In colombia people will rather grow cocaine then vegetable or fruit, when asked they...