Self isolation

  It's been a while since I written a blog, haven't got the time and motivation to write one It's weird isn't it, you always need motivation to do somthing, it's like a drug addiction but it's supplied online, weird? But recently I realised somthing, it's more like a question, why are we weird for money, right from the childhood, the school, preschool, what do we have as a subject in preschool, basic math, science English and shit, we'll never have hospitality, kindness, giving back to society, but yeah instead we have English and shit, I'm not telling its wrong, but it's weird, why are we born, to serve a purpose right? And what does school does just teach us somthing that will help in career not in life, you can earn more then bill Gates and stay sad and depressed, where's as a monk will stay happy whatever condition he's given, in school what do you actually learn other then the subject, we learn what is peer pressure, being nice or r...

  Indeed it's been a while since I written a blog about things, it's been weird lately, and honestly I don't know why, rejection really hits hard, like it's a inevitable rock that's gonna hit you no matter what you do, it's weird right, it's like the more I work the less appreciative people become for my work, its very depressing I know but yeah gotta break though it, i have losing many things recently, good friends, the point of life, the purpose of living and much more I don't know why its sad but yeah it is what it is, I have been thinking recently, is rejection is a good thing? My friends are "like it's for the good don't worry it" but its just for motivating me to be honest. Ugh back to the point it is a good thing? It's for the good, I have literally lose track on my life and thus this blog. Anyways! Peace! Gratitude. 

  Recently I understood the meaning the actually meaning of rejection, I know it's sad but yeah its is, recently I lost almost everything in my life i just lost grip of i guess, and it's my fault I guess you never know how can your words widely affect one's life it's pretty ironic and interesting, but you just friend someone to lose it? Isn't that somthing wrong, it's totally depends upon your opinion but most of the person will say yes, and yeah im one of them, I have lost all the gist of living life to be very honest i dont know why it's just somthing which I notice overtime, anyways nothing is permanent you never know when one may die, I may die tomorrow or some other day so live the life fullest you may have better like then others so yes live in. People may come and go in your life don't get soo attracted to them to hurt you. You never know how your life is beautiful until you see others. But the grass of other side is always greener.  Until then. ...