Self isolation

  Sometime it's just feels like All the hardwork you do, all the sleepless night you suffer. All the party or event that you miss just doesn't pay off. When will it? Probably in a couples of years, but it just doesn't. It depressing how hard you work on somthing just to get scant views or appreciation. While people complete their dream goal, you dream about your goal. Not all of your goals or career objectives are gonna be ticked. You just have to wait or perhaps be depressed about somthing you'll never get.   Anyways peace! Gratitude. 

  Success, it's often overlooked, or overrated. To be honest my life is overwhelming right now, running from reality doesn't help but I dont have any other option either. It's rather face the fact that I'm gonna paid way less for what I'm worth. Or just be a burden to my family. Running from reality, doing photography, which encompasses the feeling being lonely yet, it's trash. I know that my photography is trash, its just weird how I write shit and people do care to read bout it. Staving for music, to be honest it's just a reason to make myself sane and ignore the fact that I'm so useless.  Anyways.  Peace! Gratitude 

  So let's imagine you injured yourself, what will you do? Stop the bleeding and heal it? That's what probably all of us are gonna do it but why don't we heal our mental health. From the constant burn out, mental breakdown. Why don't we relax ourselves the mental illness. It's pretty dumb of me to write this as I have depression myself (I guess) it's been alright. It's just been overwhelming how life treats you when you're lost and injured. Just a random thought: what do we do to earn, work? It isn't just work, it has something more to it. Passion toward It. The dedication toward the subject. And eventually we earn from it. For some it just way to get a stable life, perhaps pay the EMI or bills. It's just wild, "your minimum wage would be someone maximum wage" but yet they still work for it. Working for 70 hours per week, burning out, "making the dollar" or "grinding" isn't gonna do anything good to your body. Or...