Self isolation

 So feeling depressed and or extreme sadness every night and convincing myself everytime that "God has better plans for you" just hangin in there and its seems to be the time never really come everyday just get boring and boring, just waking up to go to sleep again. These thoughts in mind just, people will say I'm over thinking but it's true ig. As a kid I always wondered "why do people suicide", once I asked my mother too, she said "people are dumb, people don't value their life" but recently I got the gist why do people suicide, I don't blame them for having a shit life, its just life, and bout the value for me personally i don't have any value to my life to be honest. I'm just a useless person who  writes blogs to vent and probably people like it or hate it. I mean thats there's choice to either like it or hate it. I won't regret if I die or suicide. Mostly will say its dumb but it is what it is. We often hide your feelin...

 As humans we all have our preference being an introvert or a extrovert. To be honest it's depends upon your parent, peers, and teacher how hard they push to ask one thing for a random strangers and your attitude overall it doesn't matter from where you are from and stuff but it's weird that people still mention that. Being an extrovert has its own perks you have many friends you have better convo skills and you know how shit works in world and stuff at the end of the day, does it really matter? I mean i can be an introvert and have a better convo skills cause of social media and stuff. Human are fills with imperfections but very time we try to improve one another one appears. For example why was the mobile created? Usually the answer will be to have a convo, but recently you can literally do anything with phone, stalk someone, hack,etc  It's endless. We are always keen see others like on social media rather fixed our life. It's weird. It's very sad and amazing ...