Self isolation

  Hey so i need to vent I guess probably, recently I learned one thing very hardly and ill probably never forget the rest of my life, some people doesn't really care how much you care about them, but yeah here the truth, what's the point of caring then, caring just for the sake of it, it is rightly said I guess " people wil care when you are gone" and but yeah why I'm writing this you may ask cause duh you already know just forgets things. But yeah but why people care in first place, probably its about ethics and responsibility of life probably the other person doesn't give a fuck about you but still you care them and check on them regularly. It's weird, right? Yes but truth is I might die tomorrow or later but yeah people will forgot about you but people won't forget the things you done to them. Very weird right? Anyways. Peace! Gratitude. 

  I am starting to rethink my life i dont know why i just feel like I'm not worthy of living in just a human who doesn't support, help society indeed, what's the meaning of living life, every has a essence to it if you ruin it then it of no use, for example what's the essence of using readymade food and plating like Picasso drawing, if every made from scratch will definitely have more flavour and a better quality overall. Similarly what's the essence of living if you have no motive or goal to live life to. Its surely depressing but yeah this is the really for some reason and yes you may think and forget about it. Ugh! Anyways. Peace! Gratitude.