Random 4 am shit

 Your life, your life is predetermined by society. Manipulated by people around you, complete your education by 21 ish get married by 28-30 ish. Take care of your family and retire by 60, but why? What if I don't wanna get married. It's pretty weird how our life is predetermined before it happens. 


Life happens when you're busy making other plans - John Lennon


People who you love, care, adore will eventually leave you, use you. The time and energy you invest in people determine the relationship you receive from other people.


PS-life's been shit lately, not able to do photography, play games, ite just soo depressing. Pretty ironic hahaha

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